I always disregarded
and dismissed
those cliche optomists
and all beliefs in life after death
but my pessimism was never harder
than after your departure
when i felt that cliche hole in my chest

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And i don't have the strength i thought i would
And i can't comfort the others like i should
i cant fall asleep tonight
with these memories of you runnin' through my mind
goodbye my friend, the good times will never end
cause i know that you're along for the ride
ya i know that you're always by my side

While i had all my suspisions
i died at the admission
that i'd never hear your voice
or hear you laugh
the worst pains not from loss
its from the guilty thought
that i wasnt by your side when you passed

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(Bridge)
they say its not my fault
there's so much i could have done
your highs and your lows
i was there for every one
forget the thought?
you know i never would
the lessons you taught?
you know i never could

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