Dzej Od Ljubavi do Mrznje - Help!!

hmm i can't figure out the message exactly for this song....can anyone translate it for me?? what's he trying to say???? thanks so much!! it's such a good song and i love the flow of it.

Dzej Ramadanovski - Od ljubavi do mrznje

Ako od ljubavi do mrznje
ima tako malo
ja bih hteo da me mrzis
najvise na svetu

Ali bojim se da tebi
do mene nije stalo
da sam ti bio
parna ruza u buketu
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Od tuge cu za tobom
za noc da ostarim
sve su moje nove bore
tvoji putevi sa njim

I ne bi ni jedan trag
u snegu za mnom ostao
bas toliko sam
bez tebe, duso, propao

Odavno sam krivicu
sacuvao za sebe
ali od svega sto je bilo
najvise me boli

Sto more mojih suza
prolivenih zbog tebe
ni na jednoj
karti sveta ne postoji
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Dzej Ramadanovski - Od ljubavi do mrznje
Džej Ramadanovski - From love to hate

Ako od ljubavi do mrznje
If there is from love to hate
ima tako malo
so little
ja bih hteo da me mrzis
I'd want you to hate me
najvise na svetu
most in the world

Ali bojim se da tebi
But I'm scared that you
do mene nije stalo
don't care about me
da sam ti bio
that I was to you
parna ruza u buketu
even rose in bouquet
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Od tuge cu za tobom
From sadness because of you
za noc da ostarim
I'll get old in one night
sve su moje nove bore
all my new wrinkles are
tvoji putevi sa njim
your paths with him

I ne bi ni jedan trag
And there wouldn't be a trace
u snegu za mnom ostao
in the snow after me
bas toliko sam
so much I
bez tebe, duso, propao
collapsed, honey, without you

Odavno sam krivicu
Long ago I saved guilty
sacuvao za sebe
for myself
ali od svega sto je bilo
but from everything we had
najvise me boli
it hurts the most

Sto more mojih suza
That sea of my tears
prolivenih zbog tebe
shed because of you
ni na jednoj
doesn't exist
karti sveta ne postoji
on any map of the world
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