Finding Me

We started hangin’ out this summer,
It was great till school started.
Then you disappeared,
Leaving me all alone.

After you left,
Your parting words left a hole,
Where my heart used to be.
I don’t know what to do without you.

Although you said you wanted to be friends,
I don’t know if I can handle that.
Don’t hold it against me,
But I need to be away from you.

If we were to hang out now,
I wouldn’t know how to act.
I don’t want that between us,
So I’ve removed myself from your life.

1)I won’t text you anymore,
I don’t want to fall
Even more in love with you,
When I know it can’t be.

2)I don’t know who to be,
Or who I am.
When I find myself,
Maybe we can give
Friendship a shot.

All I used to see was you,
Finally the world has revealed itself.
Its amazing how u blinded me,
Now I can finally see.

It’s been weeks,
I know you’ve moved on,
But have I?
It’s too soon to see.

I pass you in the halls,
It no longer bothers me.
Now you are like every other person,
Without a special place in my heart.

I realize life will move on,
With or without me.
It’s up to me,
To make that decision.


1)I won’t text you anymore,
I don’t want to fall
Even more in love with you,
When I know it can’t be.

2)I don’t know who to be,
Or who I am.
When I find myself,
Maybe we can give
Friendship a shot.

After we parted,
I was like a shell of my old self.
I’m finally myself once again,
Have you noticed?

Now I can focus on what is,
Not what once was.
I can be myself,
No longer what I think you want me to be.

I may be young,
So are you.
I know it wouldn’t have lasted,
Because we have yet to discover ourselves.

I’m discovering things about me,
Things I never knew.
I’ve matured, now a different person,
No longer that girl who fell for you.

1)I won’t text you anymore,
I don’t want to fall
Even more in love with you,
When I know it can’t be.

2)I don’t know who to be,
Or who I am.
When I find myself,
Maybe we can give
Friendship a shot.

I’m moving on,
This is no longer a lie to cover up the truth,
My feelings have been hidden,
Until I could say this is true.

You’re not getting a second chance,
I’ve changed too much to be that girl.
Where is that new boy,
The boy that will love the new me?


Is the boy in the halls,
The one I pass everyday,
That will be the one to lift me up,
Out of this obscurity?

When I find me,
The world will seem clear,
No longer clouded my by my youth.
Then all will make sense to me.

1)I won’t text you anymore,
I don’t want to fall
Even more in love with you,
When I know it can’t be.

2)I don’t know who to be,
Or who I am.
When I find myself,
Maybe we can give
Friendship a shot.

I’m going to find myself,
No longer changing.
Why should I change for you,


I’m going to find myself,
No longer changing.
Why should I change for you,
You don’t even want me.

Hidden message: time to find myself, no more hiding in the past. What once was is no more and to find me I must move on.