Tamer Ashour - Mad3eftsh Ousado

i've tried to search any lyrics from this song, but i couldn't find anything..
here's a link to the song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ueoc5v-4u3A

i hope someone can help to translate this into english

much thanks in advance!!

مضعفتش قصاده مشافش دموع عينيا
I wasn't weak in front of her, she did not see the tears in my eyes

مع انه كسرلى قلبى داريت ولا بان عليا
Although she broke my heart, I ignored it and didn't let it show

وخدت كلامه عادى وكأن فراقنا عادى قال يعنى ماهمنيش
And I took her leaving as no big deal and as if the break up was no big deal, pretending that it didn't bother me

مع انى فى الحقيقة ماتخيلتش دقيقة انى من غيره اعيش
Even though the truth is that I never imagined I could be living without her

ما بقتش عارف ارد عليه ولا اقوله ايه
I didn't know how to answer her or what to say

بعد الفراق كل الكلام هايفيد بقيه
After the break up what good would anything I have to say do

ماكنش ممكن حتى اقوله هاتمشى ليه
It wasn't even an option to ask her why she's leaving

thank you so much!!