Just A Drop

-Chorus-
This is not a tear; it’s just a drop of the love for you
Hatred for her and maybe even the things I do
I am not a ghost; I’m just a shadow of the love I wore
The smiles we shared and maybe the one you now adore
This is not my blood; it’s just a drop of sorrow for us
Regrets for me and maybe even your lack of trust
I am not your doll; I’m just another heart that you broke
With your love and maybe even the words you spoke

You will never be wise enough to understand the way I fight my fate
You live in a fairytale and that would be too real for you
I will always be who I am, and there’s nothing you can do to set me free
I live in my struggle world; others would be too new for me

-Pre-
What are you? What’s that on your face? What’s that on your wrist?
You ask too many questions for someone that I wanna believe that doesn’t exist

-Chorus-
This is not a tear; it’s just a drop of the love for you
Hatred for her and maybe even the things I do
I am not a ghost; I’m just a shadow of the love I wore
The smiles we shared and maybe the one you now adore
This is not my blood; it’s just a drop of sorrow for us
Regrets for me and maybe even your lack of trust
I am not your doll; I’m just another heart that you broke
With your love and maybe even the words you spoke

You will never be smart enough to understand my love and everything
You live with her in your arms and that would mean you’d have to think
I will always be what you see and there’s nothing you can do to change my mind
I live in my boring world, new starts are seen too far behind

-Pre-
What are you? What’s that on your face? What’s that on your wrist?
You ask too many questions for someone that I wanna believe that doesn’t exist

-Bridge-
This is not a tear, I promised I won’t cry
I am not a ghost, you wouldn’t let me die
This is not my blood, I put the razor down
I am not your doll, I’m also leaving now

-Chorus-
This is not a tear; it’s just a drop of the love for you
Hatred for her and maybe even the things I do
I am not a ghost; I’m just a shadow of the love I wore
The smiles we shared and maybe the one you now adore
This is not my blood; it’s just a drop of sorrow for us
Regrets for me and maybe even your lack of trust
I am not your doll; I’m just another heart that you broke
With your love and maybe even the words you spoke

You post some of the most heart-rending stuff I've ever read. Usually I don't even want to suggest anything, because I just love to read your posts so much.

But just to be helpful, in your "Pre" you should drop the last "that" ... just "for someone that I believe doesn't exist."

I also wondered about "the love" in the first line of the chorus. But maybe that's purposeful? I could read "drop" in two different ways, and I wonder if you intended the more subtle meaning.

Great lyrics!!

Thank you for your comment and advice. I agree with you, the pre-chorus would be better without that "the", but the first line sounds like I wanted it to. : just a drop, a bit of the love I have for that person . [Sorry, I'm not a native english speaker]
Anyways thanks for taking the time to read

I love your lyric, and i think if you take out "the" in "it's just a drop of the love for you" the flow is a little bumpy, it will go smoother like "It's just a drop of love for you" it will go smother when you slow it down a little for "This is not a tear" well other than that it's great!! lol