Indifference has grown on you
Didn't hear your reasoning
Notice my ears bleeding impatiently
Every light has flickered constantly behind
Veils and curtains we'd hung to hide
Empty rooms with empty shelves that used to hold our pride
Relive every broken promise, tell me this
For every truth you told, was there another lie I'd missed?
Paying for your mistakes on someone else's dime
Relive every memory, was it worth your time?
Gaining consciousness on a stranger's floor
I can't tell what I regret more
Venture to say, it's how I got here
Even my eyes don't recognize me
My reflection won't show it's face
You've ****ing ruined me
Stay upright and you're ahead
Each thought of you pins me down
Lying in a pool of my own pity
Framed in gracious betrayal
I contradict myself with every slur
Forgetting who I'd set out to lose
I'd welcome you
Distant answer
I adore you
Don't fade into my memento shelf
Nostalgia already cost me a life
Tie it to the tracks
Heard it call your name in spite
All means have an end
My sentiments had me forgetting that
Envelop yourself in them
You lie together
Open your mouth to invite the irony
Unraveling, I found myself again