Puddles of thought twisted black
Pulls back my jagged smile through endless suffering
Wrapping these days into weeks into nights into dreams
Gripping for processed sanity and exposing daylight
This is all I have become
This is the definition of myself
This is the definition of life
This is what I have done to myself
You'd eat my heart if it tasted good
You'd rip me apart if only you could
I'd let you go
If only I would
You'd make me disappear if only I could
Static shines so bright it burns my eyes
My breakdown takes apart everything inside
I wish I could smile just so you could see
Everything you do doesn't mean a fuck to me
There's always something around
To remind me of you
I can still hear your fucking voice
Telling me what to do
Switch it up
I want to hurt you too
Switch it up
I want to fuck up everything you love